so with my next paycheck im gonna get a cheapy webcam so i can do video updates and make this whole blog thing easier on me ... my time has been extreamly cramped lately and is gonna get more soo when i start really goin to att alot

well its official... i am a part of americas top team the u.s. premiere mma team and one of my teachers is none other than a ufc fighter named...wilson gouviea this is gonna be amazing... time to kick some ass they said they could get me to lose 60 in like 3-4 months here we go

hey everyone sorry its taken me soooooo long to get on here and update it was a long weekend and im adjusting my work schedual.. all I can say is MY BDAY THIS WEEKEND BITCHES

well only 2 more days till I can get my workout clothes im super excited working out and running will help me keep motivated to eat right... I am feeling good I am cooking everything from scratch and its sooooo good.... I havent forgot anything about cooking im rocking it I wanna cook for someone else because I really wanna know if I am any good

well its been a minute... I had no computer yesterday. I cant wait till friday I get money so I can afford shoes for running and clothes... I am taking a huge a leap and buying a 2xl chef coat so that means i gotta get into it . I am feeling sooo good and things are getting nice.... I now fit into some pants I didnt before... Yay things are getting great.

its the end of the weekend and because this is the begining I ate somethings I shouldnt have and I drank.... I have to stop this and get this under control. I cant wait to get my walking sneakers... Now that that update is out of the way... I am going to start to stop goin out to eat and make dinner at home only... its gonna be amazing Ive got the skills and I have a reinvigorated passion for cooking.

well tonight I am proud of myself I have conqured something I thought was gonna be hard.... portion control.... I didnt eat all of my dinner and I felt perfectly full I am sooo happy